I recently made a Facebook post and video about this to share a message of how deeply this is killing me one day at a time emotionally. My purpose in life seems to disappear every day. Especially because I have lived a life of being in service of anyone who enters my life, and never getting it back. Especially since leaving prison. Not saying it hasn’t happened but it always has an endpoint or comes with an asterisk. I will share more in time but this is my first entry.