Tortured

For the last 2 and 1/2 years, I’ve lived as a registrant. One small mistake and the rest of my life feels ruined. This has taken a toll on my family my friends and most of all me that you would not believe. I’m on the list for another 5.5 and I just hope and pray I don’t end up doing something stupid to end up in prison.

I’m not a pedophile and I never have been but according to society, I am now one of those ‘monsters’. One little bad mistake of loneliness and I called what I thought was a prostitute. I had never even called a prostitute before so I just thought what they were saying was some weird turn-on. I was naive and later found out severely depressed. It turned out to be a sting operation. The next 19 months in court took a toll before I finally gave up and took a bad plea deal.

Since then I’ve been threatened sooo many times by probation officers but maintained a perfect record. I tried fighting it again only to have more threats from the district attorney thrown at me. I can’t go anywhere, I can’t do anything but exist! I won’t even be able to leave my town without express permission for the next 5.5 yrs. Life is so sad and lonely. I am shunned and full of fear now. I had a fun life before all of this but I’m now just a shell of existence. Thank God for my family helping me through this. Still fighting and going to the state level next but going to have to endure the constant threat from probation officers with several years ahead of me. I never in my life would harm a child and have soooo much evidence in my favor but none of it makes any difference to the courts or society.

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